xx Ella.Z

Saying goodbye is the hardest when he chooses to stay. Crazy isn't it? That you and I, Will eventually say goodbye, When all feelings die? So I keep telling myself, today. I'm not gonna lose you. I'm not gonna lose you. I'm not gonna lose you. Even when you're still here, Until then, I'll live with this fear,  The hardest thing I'd ever do, Is saying goodbye to you.

He created a gap to tell me it's over. But I got lost each time he said I should leave. Can you feel this empty void? The more I let go, the bigger it becomes, the more it pulls me in --sucking me in vortex that I, myself could get lost in it. It's in your grasp, I cling to. I thought you could hold me back from falling but your grip --it's slowly loosening and letting me tumble into this massive black hole you purposely created.